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Leave me alone
just go away
just don't come to me with your trouble

don't be mad because I have secrets
don't be mad because I cut myself
yes I've started again
every night in my bed
in the toilets, during school, when I am alone for a minute
the knife doesn't complain
he makes me forget everything
he makes me happy and cry

Why do need to do it?
I hoped it was over
then it came back
and it didn't disappear
time heals all wounds on the outside
not on the inside
the wounds in my heart are there for years
they won't go away
they are there to stay
or do I need to wait?
Just sop and stand still?
Just lay my head down and hope it will go away

I've wasted so much blood
so much paper
so much pencils
so much tears
and nothing is happening
nothing goes away

Should I drink alcohol to forget?
Or do I just need to cut deeper
I don't know

God tell me?
What is live about?
You made it for me

I lost my wings and fell down
please just let it all go away
just let me sleep
just leave me alone
...sorry
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:iconbecky-xx:
becky-xx Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2010
This is beautiful.
Is it true, dare I ask?
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ShouldEverBeForgot Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2010
Half true.
a part happened in the past
and a part is now in my life
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:iconbecky-xx:
becky-xx Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2010
aww i'm sorry :(
i hope you're okay! :glomp:
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ShouldEverBeForgot Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2010
yeah it's going better now
i am under so much pressure at the moment i think that is the worst at the moment
Thank :hug:
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becky-xx Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2010
im glad!
yeah, i know exactly what you mean.
i'm the same, so much is going on!
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ShouldEverBeForgot Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2010
i am sorry for you
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:iconbecky-xx:
becky-xx Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2010
i'm okay, don't worry :)
as long as you are too?
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ShouldEverBeForgot Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2010
yeah it's going better everyday!
and you can always talk to me about it
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